This… is not going to be a popular decision. And I am not really sure when I am going to action it, now, or after Saturday.
I’m placing all my pc’s into freeze. Right now, I’m not capable of living my life, and getting through the day, never mind playing a character. I may keep Shivva semi active, to keep setting up her story, etc in down time. Games will be a no no, and I’m not going to play anyone else.
Ceri…. I’m going to torpor. I have to get her right away from me, and this situation. To make people leave me alone.
I… have been shaking, twitching, disassociating, crying, having nightmares, and feeling very threatened and hated. I know opinion is divided on if I deserve what is happening to me.
I don’t want this to become a flame war on my LJ. I’m going inactive so I can address the stress management problem this has triggered. I ask politely that no one make this any worse or start having a go at me or anyone else.
I know this will derail some people in character. I’m sorry, but right now I’m barely coping with my life, never mind my characters. And that means as a responsible player I get out till I can cope.